A friend once said to me, -

"Everytime I speak to you, I always feel there's something missing in my life."

It was just a few days ago that I met with Farah and Fad, and then we reflected on our years before. Yes, "remember we used to have so much fun?"

I wish I can tell you how it feels to have that empty crack in the midst of my spirits. And how much time I spent during sleepless nights wishing I was never here.

I do honestly believe now that it is much harder not to be somebody.